Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in fghtffyrvwls' LiveJournal:

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
1:15 pm	my apologies moving back to hellohhhouston. add me back please. this journal gives me bad vibes. (Comment on this)
Monday, October 8th, 2007
12:37 pm	keeping it alive So far this year has been pretty boring. weekends have been good. i have less people i am close to though. but it's kind of good and doesn't cause a bunch of crap i have to deal with. I have been applying for a bunch of scholarships. Hopefully I can at least get a few. I'm going to Chicago in 18 days with Ian. I can't wait to get away from here for at least a couple of days. I'm so sick of it. You knew it was coming too, I wasn't digging anyone for a while but I finally fell for someone again. I don't quite know what I want to do yet. We have been hanging out and talking. The sweetest ever and the cutest. I just can't get myself worked up. All i know is I want him so bad. haha. I just gotta take it slow and wait. But he visited me last night. I never see him at school, so I was so happy when he surpised me. A hug goodnight & a kiss on theforehead and I'm set for sweet dreams :) (Comment on this)
Monday, August 27th, 2007
7:10 pm	doot doot pause doot doot well, here you go. i did this on a whim. clips of summer ( Read more... ) (Comment on this)
Monday, August 20th, 2007
11:53 pm	there exist a lot of people have disappointed me in different ways lately. i strongly dislike people who are sweet to you one on one and then act as if you don't exist around other people. i have grown tons over the past years and i have learned to stick up for myself more. it just pisses me off that i continue to put my trust in people and they wind up throwing it all away. i feel as if i'm growing up though, as much as i say i don't want to sometimes. i feel refreshed in knowing i can make myself better. Current Mood: calm Current Music: johnny cash (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 17th, 2007
1:50 am	black and blue these nights with no sleep are troubling. staring into an empty street with nothing but myself and a half smoked cigartte. wondering where you are and what youre up to. have you fallen to the wayside? i give into all that i have given up. don't worry yourself darling. Current Music: dark side of the moon (Comment on this)
Friday, June 1st, 2007
4:39 pm	thats where you sold me out, you didnt have a clue i suck at cheering people up i think, i can barely cheer myself up. but i had fun and i hope i made you happy i love you!!! team lohan 4life. this summer so far has been kickass, btw. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
9:45 pm	hiplog http://www.hiptop.com/hiplog/read/4/8600/ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 19th, 2007
10:06 pm	not going back i dont know what to say to anyone anymore. i dont talk to people much, what can i say for myself? nothing really. honestly, i've become quite apathetic to things i used to never let pass. better? we'll see. p.s. junior year is the worst. Current Mood: worried Current Music: sublime (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
7:45 am	indefinite hiatus oh jeez, TEN. "this is the last time we will be playing in st. pete for a really long time" yeah! and everywhere else!!@#$%^& (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
1:05 am	crush yep, im not gonna lie. goodnight back to my old ways. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 22nd, 2007
10:35 pm	pictures actually ( pwnan obrian and n00bs. ) (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
11:43 pm	so i cant complete my goal. well at least not yet. hopefully i can do it soon. (Comment on this)