i lv y s mch tht t hrts m hd

my apologies

2007-11-20T18:16:17Z

moving back to hellohhhouston.

add me back please.

this journal gives me bad vibes.

keeping it alive

2007-10-08T16:43:47Z

So far this year has been pretty boring. weekends have been good. i have less people i am close to though. but it's kind of good and doesn't cause a bunch of crap i have to deal with. I have been applying for a bunch of scholarships. Hopefully I can at least get a few. I'm going to Chicago in 18 days with Ian. I can't wait to get away from here for at least a couple of days. I'm so sick of it.

You knew it was coming too, I wasn't digging anyone for a while but I finally fell for someone again. I don't quite know what I want to do yet. We have been hanging out and talking. The sweetest ever and the cutest. I just can't get myself worked up. All i know is I want him so bad. haha. I just gotta take it slow and wait. But he visited me last night. I never see him at school, so I was so happy when he surpised me. A hug goodnight & a kiss on theforehead and I'm set for sweet dreams :)

doot doot pause doot doot

2007-08-27T23:21:55Z

well, here you go. i did this on a whim.
clips of summer

there exist

2007-08-21T03:55:04Z

a lot of people have disappointed me in different ways lately.
i strongly dislike people who are sweet to you one on one and then act as if you don't exist around other people. i have grown tons over the past years and i have learned to stick up for myself more. it just pisses me off that i continue to put my trust in people and they wind up throwing it all away.

i feel as if i'm growing up though, as much as i say i don't want to sometimes. i feel refreshed in knowing i can make myself better.

black and blue

2007-06-17T05:53:13Z

these nights with no sleep are troubling.
staring into an empty street with nothing
but myself and a half smoked cigartte.
wondering where you are and what youre up to.
have you fallen to the wayside?
i give into all that i have given up.
don't worry yourself darling.

thats where you sold me out, you didnt have a clue

2007-06-01T20:41:15Z

i suck at cheering people up i think,
i can barely cheer myself up.
but i had fun and i hope i made you happy
i love you!!!

team lohan 4life.

this summer so far has been kickass, btw.

hiplog

2007-03-22T01:46:08Z

http://www.hiptop.com/hiplog/read/4/8600/

not going back

2007-03-20T02:09:38Z

i dont know what to say to anyone anymore.
i dont talk to people much, what can i say for myself?
nothing really.
honestly, i've become quite apathetic to things
i used to never let pass.

better? we'll see.

p.s. junior year is the worst.

indefinite hiatus

2007-03-14T11:47:18Z

oh jeez,
TEN.

"this is the last time we will be playing in st. pete for a really long time"

yeah! and everywhere else!!@#$%^&

crush

2007-02-27T06:06:11Z

yep, im not gonna lie.

goodnight

back to my old ways.

pictures actually

2007-01-23T03:46:32Z

i love markie wicks sooooo much

these are some of my fav pictures ever

we fly high

intoxicated spenser

well dont i look retarded

bloshric

lawlz

so fierce

not naked, actually

hours before we met brand nizzle.
i always straighten his hair.

fghtffyrvwls @ 2007-01-16T23:43:00

2007-01-17T04:44:20Z

so i cant complete my goal. well at least not yet.
hopefully i can do it soon.